Blogging is me!

Blogging outdated. At least IG, or tik tok. But, I want to write, to share my thought at here. this is my space. Biar tiada siapa pun baca, i still can write. Tahun 2025, is a hard year for me and my carrier as a teacher. 

1st, i apply to be Edufluencer 4.0, but rejected. May be, what i share at social media, just not good enough to be selected, or may be my video resume is not good enough to impress the judges... Yeah, now i realise, i'm not an influencer.  i'm just a teacher who love to blog, to write silently. I'm an outdated teacher. Socmed not really my niche. 

2nd, i have worst ever student performance. My student always top 3 among all, but, for this sem...let's keep it secret. they made me feel like walking in a dark jungle. I know some of them lost in my class, but i did a lot of consultations with them (yeah, i even paksa pelajar utk consult, dan mereka pun dtg), even extra class mereka dtg... i frustrated, yes i am. What i did, just not good enough for them. But sorry, i will not spoon feed them as they wish. 

3rd, my group wrote an academic writing. But, our report, not good enough for gold. After everything i had gone though, i really want to win something... i just can't  accept the facts that everything turn back for me. For this project, we still have time to improve, so i really hope for silver lining.

4th, i tried for rayuan haji pakej...tak dapat. ingatkan kalau rayuan pakej, ada la harapan untuk dpt, because we need to pay extra. Rupanya tak dapat jugak. i hope next year, i will be one of tetamu Allah untuk menunaikan haji. Ya Allah...tolonglah makbulkan doaku ini.

I hope, 2nd half of 2025 will be nice to me. I really looking forward for new students, new batch.